Hunger

There’s a hunger still unsatisfied
throughout the course of my life,
although I am somewhat petrified
it won’t be here until the afterlife,
which I don’t believe in anyway.

It is walking the causeway
between everyday life
and the quintessence of nature,
a continuing strife
to master the nomenclature.

Maybe the soft force of love
will teach me, sort of.

©PLH

Unbelief

It is unbelievable what you take
for the truth in your youth.
The most bizarre and contrary dogmas
creep past your critical thought processes.

Only predestination I rejected,
the thought that everything was
foreordained even before your birth,
appeared to me the most nihilistic opinion.
And they even expected you to do good,
just in case.

So I decided,
to just believe in you.

©PLH